sometimes, i worry about my health

sometimes, things can fall apart, and other times things seem to fall together. i can go with the flow.

sometimes, i cant believe where i ended up....

sometimes, i feel like it is me against the world. and if i have to stand by myself for the rest of my life and fight off this constant array of bullshit, i will do it with a smile on my face.... but you are welcome to stop fighting against me, and start fighting with me.

sometimes, well actually all of the time, i am glad that i do not follow some pointless religious that is full of lies and propaganda.... the dude walked on water? prove it

sometimes, i feel like i am getting it from every direction. it's like i wake up every day and there is a problem before i even open my eyes. if it isn't school, it's work. if it isn't my mom, its nicole. it just feels like recently i have been gettign it from everyone, and it really wears you down rather quickly. i know i could have it far worse, so i won't complain too much more.... but sometimes you just want to be left the fuck alone for a minute. i need to catch my breath already

sometimes i get so overwhelms with nicole, and bills, and fucking school, and loans, and interest, that i just might lose it.

sometimes, when the weather is nice like it has been, i drink a lot. lets have sex.

sometimes I get this pain in my stomach's pit, its what I get, I'm convinced its my punishment for those nights I got drunk and let go in some bar in some city with some people I don't know.

sometimes, i feel like without this close group of friends i would be miserable.